So it's been ten days plus the months following of sickness...I guess i should go to a real doctor instead of self prescribing myself via the internet. I go to the real doctor, pay 60 bucks, and he swabs my throat and makes me piss in a cup. That's it that's all. Well I guess I'll keep suffering with this throat sore that is ruining my waking life with a constant reminder of pain. I guess I won't diagnose myself anymore because the doctor says that's bad. Does he recommend any medications for me? No. Does he recommend a change in diet? No. All he says is call Tuesday to find out the swab results and you don't have diabetes according to your urine. Thanks.....
I buy some throat lozenges, some throat gel (natural and benadryl), some pain killers, some cold FX, some zinc. They all did little but mask the symptoms for a insignificant amount of time. Finally I came to my senses...actually my subconscious did. I dreamed a little dream about a lot of garlic. So I went out the next day after class and bought me some garlic bulbs, garlic butter and some bread. I also got some oil of oregano. Later that night I had a garlic dinner with oregano drink and the next morning 95% of the painful symptoms were gone...I'm coughing a little and voiding a lot of mucus but that means I'm getting better.
I guess the lesson here is to follow your dreams and take Oil of Oregano.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
April 7th 2010 11:09 p.s.t.
I have abrubtly stopped my cleanse due to a love for food. My right ear, throat and muscle in my jaw are my newest physical manifestations of pain. What is the root of these repeated attacks? When will it end? Is there a doctor in the house?
When I think about the dollar I think about the economy. I think about the 1.1 billion people in china and 1.2 billion people in India and the 240 million people in the US vying for a piece of the big huckleberry pie. Many are getting their pieces too. I have recently been thinking of ways to earn some moula and find it stressful and depressing. My plans all seem like scheme's because I must convince a person to want something they don't need or I must do the very dirty work another person does not want to do. And all to read a book in peace, watch the changing of the light, feel the temperature of the air and eat the fruits of the earth. The system works for everybody that wishes it to work for them in as much as the system can give. However, being in the system lacks one vital element. It lacks, if I may propose, The Truth and Transparency in the web of products and culture we are creating, buying and selling. What do I mean? Quickly; When a person buys a car they are being sold power, safety, status, and a way to be free. They are getting metal, mined from a beautiful countryside or mountain, plastic, and a residual bill for continued wars and ecological rape. Got Air?
If we want a labtop, TV, cellphone, car, big house and buffet of food what then can we expect from our children and our children's children, the same? What can we expect of other nations? We here in the Empire of America are blind to our own self-perpetuating, spiritually lost, destructive culture. Blind or confused. We are not happier than when we had less gadgets, the internet and global business. We are not happier with more money. We are happy when we choose to recognize and are conscious of the fact that we are alive now at this very moment in this special time very briefly and that everything we do and every action we take is a very important one.
But we soon forget those instances and are bombarded on all sides by the influences of different thoughts based on a hidden agenda. "Believe and buy!"
My point, I guess, is that if you're like me and tired of working and living in this make believe world simply don't believe it and make your own...But make it simple, and positive and know when enough is enough.
...and that's enough...for meow.
When I think about the dollar I think about the economy. I think about the 1.1 billion people in china and 1.2 billion people in India and the 240 million people in the US vying for a piece of the big huckleberry pie. Many are getting their pieces too. I have recently been thinking of ways to earn some moula and find it stressful and depressing. My plans all seem like scheme's because I must convince a person to want something they don't need or I must do the very dirty work another person does not want to do. And all to read a book in peace, watch the changing of the light, feel the temperature of the air and eat the fruits of the earth. The system works for everybody that wishes it to work for them in as much as the system can give. However, being in the system lacks one vital element. It lacks, if I may propose, The Truth and Transparency in the web of products and culture we are creating, buying and selling. What do I mean? Quickly; When a person buys a car they are being sold power, safety, status, and a way to be free. They are getting metal, mined from a beautiful countryside or mountain, plastic, and a residual bill for continued wars and ecological rape. Got Air?
If we want a labtop, TV, cellphone, car, big house and buffet of food what then can we expect from our children and our children's children, the same? What can we expect of other nations? We here in the Empire of America are blind to our own self-perpetuating, spiritually lost, destructive culture. Blind or confused. We are not happier than when we had less gadgets, the internet and global business. We are not happier with more money. We are happy when we choose to recognize and are conscious of the fact that we are alive now at this very moment in this special time very briefly and that everything we do and every action we take is a very important one.
But we soon forget those instances and are bombarded on all sides by the influences of different thoughts based on a hidden agenda. "Believe and buy!"
My point, I guess, is that if you're like me and tired of working and living in this make believe world simply don't believe it and make your own...But make it simple, and positive and know when enough is enough.
...and that's enough...for meow.
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
April 6th 2010 6:19 p.m. e.s.t.
Time is a lot of numbers, as words are a lot of letters. It is up to us to make something of either. To disconnect from everything is as dangerous as connecting to too many things. It must be measured and balanced, balanced and measured.
It was Easter for little children and salesmen, both were happy. The sun has been shining and spring has budded. Days are longer, the way it has always been on this parallel. Spring is special because it represents life. We never get tired of the comfort or sight of the sun after the winter. The sun is a good thing to everybody here in Canada. Like our many fresh water lakes and abundant wildlife it nourishes our soul. Oh Canada! (the land not the politics)
wIll has been sick. Sick with Pneumonia, flu, cold, sore throat, coughing, parasites! My immune system has gone down in a T.K.O. and the count is eight. But there is light at the end of the tunnel and I will emerge....hopefully. I have eaten only blueberries for three days straight and I am working on a lemonade cleanse as I write, Lemon juice, maple syrup, cayenne and fresh water to my left. It's a tasty concoction for a single drink maybe but I have to drink this for 5 days, nothing else.
Tree-planting creeping up in 3 weeks, the merry-go-round is sounding on. One more year of drifting on the open sea, the only difference; A mate. So with extra strength to steer the vessel I can focus on horizons yet imagined. The open sky as our roof we aim for beaches and friendly natives.
Love all, Love you all.
Will
It was Easter for little children and salesmen, both were happy. The sun has been shining and spring has budded. Days are longer, the way it has always been on this parallel. Spring is special because it represents life. We never get tired of the comfort or sight of the sun after the winter. The sun is a good thing to everybody here in Canada. Like our many fresh water lakes and abundant wildlife it nourishes our soul. Oh Canada! (the land not the politics)
wIll has been sick. Sick with Pneumonia, flu, cold, sore throat, coughing, parasites! My immune system has gone down in a T.K.O. and the count is eight. But there is light at the end of the tunnel and I will emerge....hopefully. I have eaten only blueberries for three days straight and I am working on a lemonade cleanse as I write, Lemon juice, maple syrup, cayenne and fresh water to my left. It's a tasty concoction for a single drink maybe but I have to drink this for 5 days, nothing else.
Tree-planting creeping up in 3 weeks, the merry-go-round is sounding on. One more year of drifting on the open sea, the only difference; A mate. So with extra strength to steer the vessel I can focus on horizons yet imagined. The open sky as our roof we aim for beaches and friendly natives.
Love all, Love you all.
Will
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